I have loved you for too long. My thirst for you to be my beloved wife has now turned dry. My heart ached for the very scent of you in every corner. Now, I must bid you adieu.
I have been decieved, for your lust has blinded me from seeing my true perception of the world. Now I set myself free of my Juliet and the lustiness which you yourself hath set upon me. I declare myself free of your lusty ways. Free of the neglagence, pain and suffering of not having the love I have searched for all my life.
"O happy dagger!
This is thy sheath; there rust, and let me die."
I leave you Lenina with my heart wrapped around your sleave. I leave you with my independence following right behind me. My independence, may it be as subtle as my way out of this Brave New World.
My heart the very sanctuary for your lust is now free of your solid embrace. I loved you yet all you wanted was my attention for you amusment. You never loved me but I always loved you. Now I must turn away from your sexual amusement and break free of your lusty chains.
I never wanted to be a part of the cycle, part of the crowd or part of what our world thought was right. I am different. I can love. I can't compete with others. I am John the Savage. I am compelled to vigorously tell you that I am no longer under your infamous spell. I have grown through savagery in rage knowing woman like you to be beautiful and full of fear among men like me. Scared for what might happen if you made a commitment.
Marriage, Lenina why don't you understand my urge for us both to be married. My love has grown with every word risen from the depths of my soul. Although my love grows so does my hatred. I no longer care for my soma nor do I care for your love.
You have decieved me, used me, abused me and confused me. I no longer understand why society's rules have so much impact on your life when you yourself have never even realized society itself is completely ruining all our lives.
I declare my independence from you Lenina. I declare that all who fall under your sinful spell be set free from this baroness wasteland. I declare that all who shall set eyes upon my one and only love quickly look away for one look at her will quickly turn all to stone. She be the Medusa of society and quickly have I learned that you, Lenina, the beautiful creature I first laid eyes on are the one who hath taken my soul for granted.
You yourself have watched me squirm in this savagery only to laugh and sleep with my body leaving my soul to the gates of death. I am finished with my savage ways of beating around the bush.
I declare my independence from you Lenina you are no longer my addiction. I have now broke through those lusty chains.
